well , this is my honneybunny, Mr. Muhammad Nur Syawal Bin Idris. was together since march 11, 2011. our relationship is something that we didn't expect. knowing him since in secondary school. tapi xpernah bertegur. tuesyen together. i do know him but kalo untuk menegur mamat nie mmg tak lah. haha. HOTSTUFF i can say. euuw. haha. mula bertegur when i was 19 that time. invite him to my open house. with an attention to be friend. mase tu pon i already ade someone so do him. so then ade lah no masing2. dekat fb pon ade lah bertegur. i cant remember how kitorang boleh baik sampai boleh ajak lepak sume. lepak dataran, tgk movie ect. im enjoying myself. tapi bukan kitorang keluar bedua lah. dgn kawan2. but during that time i already broke up with my ex. and on the same time dye pon single. wat a coincidence ! haha. sampai lah satu hari. i felt somthing towards him. after watching movie mase tu. i think i like him mase tuh. haha. dont know why. mase tu he felt nothing kot. dont care lah. tah ape punce nye dye tunjuk msg girlfriend dye to me. dont know why. i cant remember what the text is. but it seems that ex dye nk kat dye balik. so i give him an advice. i ckp, why dont u go back to her. padehal i kindda like him already that time. and he says that he wont turn back to that girl. so i was like, umph, okayy. i just leave it there lah. one day he wrote something at his wall. its about a girl. so im wondering who ? so i ask him. kitorang sgt jarang bercontact eh. but lantak lah. i just wanna know who. at first he say that girl was me. i was terribly shock ! i ask him to be frank, than he change his answer. he say that its for his ex. i was like, ouwwh. okayy. so i start to put my feeling away. he say that he got something to tell me, but i was to early to said. i start wondering why. byk kali i try to get away from him, but he kindda asking a lot of question. i can still remember i was texting him on one night, mase tu dye kat kl. kerja. dye duduk atas kereta n nangis sbb dye kate he is thinking about his life. how cute ! haha. so what ever lah kn, on one fine day, mlm tu im gonna have pilihan raya untuk board fakulti. so i text him just wanna have a talk with him. i suddenly i ckp " syawal, ak ade bende nk ckp kat hg" the same word that dye penah bagi dulu. he ask " ape dye". i ckp "aa. ak rase masih terlalu awl utk ak bg tawu hg" the same word yg dye bagi jugak. than he say " dah la nad, ak tawu hg nk ckp ape" i was like , shittttt ! haha. feeling like screaming at the top of my heart. haha. i said " ape dye " he reply " ak tawu lah nad. ak pon rase yg same" hahahahahahahaa. fucking sick ! maluuu. than i cant remember mcm mane. dr berckp ak hg, terus bertukar i u. haha. how sweet. there is a lot of thing happen in between. kitorang xde lah teros couple. so macam-macam lah jadi in between. susah mmg sgt susah. but some how we manage to go tru all the trouble alhamdulillah. so one day, it was my faculty dinner. i invite him, nazzy and unte to go to my dinner. nk di pendekkan ceritan yang panjang, mase ending of the dinner tu, he PROPOSE me ! gosh ! and i cried ! he gave me flower which i still have it with me. how sweet this guy is undiscrible. again, im feeling like im gonna scream at the top of my heart. he said " nad, will you be mine" and i say " yes i do" goshhh ! that was on 11th march 2011. day to remember. today, our relationship is 1 month 1 week and 2 days old J . kalo nk ckp pasal gadoh tu perkara biase lah. tadi pon sebelom dye hantar i balik pon gado jugak. tp dalam kereta ok dah walaupon mula-mula tak berckp. the best thing is for this week mase celebrate birthday dye. i bring him to a dinner kat Casuarina. gave him a pen which got his name on it. i am so fucking happy so see him smile J he was like so happy that time. he even say that tu lah kali pertama org celebrate birthday dye macam tu. i am so proud to be the first one b J and the second best story for this week is, i introduce him to mama. walaupon tak berjumpe lagi but now mama tawu with who im dating with. and mama pon macam ok. fyi, in this family, nie lah first time kenal kn bf kat mama. he is the first one. i just hope that this relationship can remain forever. i hope that he is serious with me and know his responsibility towards me. for now, im happy with him. gtg, im so sleepy. nk stdy tommorow. daaa !
20 April 2011;03:44:13
THIS IS NOT JUST A WORD , ITS A MEMORY .
AND THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN DOIN , A DAY WITHOUT YOU :')
*ni i buat , kt bukit :)
*selit skit sorang picture sesat =.='
