serve ur right syawal :')

On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
But you'll always be my hero
Even though you've lost your mind
Now there's gravel in our voices
Glass is shattered from the fight
And this tug of war, you'll always win
Even when I'm right
'Cause you feed me fables from your head
With violent words and empty threats
And it's sick that all these battles
Are what keeps me satisfied
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie
So maybe I'm a masochist
I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave
Til the walls are goin' up
In smoke with all our memories[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/r/rihanna/love_the_way_you_lie_part_2.html

It's morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
Hush baby, speak softly, tell me you're awfully sorry
That you pushed me into the coffee table last night
So I can push you off me
Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
Run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy
Baby, without you, I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me
Then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me
Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
Destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we
Know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs
That we'll have each other's backs, 'cause we're that lucky
Together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills,
You hit me twice, yeah, but who's countin'?
I may have hit you three times, I'm startin' to lose count
But together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain
Our love is crazy, we're nuts, but I refused counsellin'
This house is too huge, if you move out I'll burn all two thousand
Square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it
With you I'm in my f-ckin' mind, without you, I'm out it

-lovethewayyouliepart2-

No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time
It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
 

-jarofheart-

lirik ni memang kene dgn aku , padan muka kau syawal :')

IM SO SORRY , I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME AND I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVER :')

aku hanya mampu memberikan senyuman

its her birthday (>.<)

On your birthday, I wish to a life full of love, fun and dreams. I am always there for you, my sweetheart.

You mean a lot to me and your true love and care is the reason.You are my life. You are my strength. You make me believe in me. I promise to always love you and shower you with joy and care. Today, when a sweet soul was born, I wish to bless you with my love and care, and promise to never disappoint you. May you have an awesome day, full of fun and smiles. I wish to smother you with love and care. May God bless your life and pour all his love and warmth on you. Your love and care, has built my world. Without you, I am not me. May you get all you want, and even more. 

i hope u remember this moments sayang <3 i love you and happy birthday 

cute aite ? fuck you ! she's mine !

im back bastards ! :)

Assalamualaikum sedare , ape khabo mengkome mengkome ? sihat ? awk rope ni je le . Hek eh . Sorry la lame tak update , kindda busy and have a really tough weeks . Sangat sangat busy , Internet pulak xde . Haaa tu yang mabuk ayor mencari internet tu . Banyak yang jadi kat aku kebelakangan ni , saat bersama DIA , bersama kawan kawan , bersama family . fuhh , tough weeks . Tapi , Alhamdulillah sesibuk mane pn aku , aku boleh bahagi masa untuk ketiga-tiganya sekali . Aku bersyukur sebab dia paham aku , kadang2 i need to be at the other place , dia cakap 'Okay pergilah , nanti jangan lupa call' :) Fuhhhh .Seronok mcm ni . Lagipun aku dengan dia sudah semakin okay . kami mula untuk faham tugas masing-masing , cuma kadang kadang tu adelah gaduh gaduh manja sikit , :p Sekarang ni dia ada kat sebelah aku , tengah buat keje untuk presentation die . Dok membebel ape nth dari , aku pn ye kan jela . bhaahaha , Sorry booo . I faham sebenarnye , tapi dah jem paneh sgt . Dah duduk tepi aku pulakkkkkk -___- Sat gi laen jadinye ni , :p hahha . Public Syawe public , hahha .

I wanna talk about friends . Aku selalu ingat pesan ayah aku , "syawe , KAWAN MCM SELIPAR , BILA DEPA RASA DEPA NK PAKAI , DEPA PAKAI LAH , KALO TA NK , DEPA LETAK JE KT TEPI " , betullah apa ayah cakap , :) (baby jangan kacau i update blog boleh ? makan kaki jp lagi) Semuanya terbukti bila bende ni jadi depan mata aku , Sebaik mana pn kawan hampa , jangan percaya 100% . Hidup mcm roda , Kadang kadang kita kat atas , kadang kadang kita kat bawah . ITS A FACT .

AKU TAK BOLEH NAK UPDATE BLOG LA MINAH NI DOK KACAU AKU ,  LATER DUDE :)